Monday, June 22, 2009
It's been so long since I last logged in to Audition.
I broke my plan of staying away from Audition =X
And now ... X.X
There are 2 main reasons why I didn't want to get back to Audition.
1. Concentrate on studies.
2. ...
Main priority now shall be SUMMER TEST! GOSH!
It's getting CLOSER!
As it gets closer each day, my stress level increases as well.
A few songs were recommended to me. They are really nice.
I wanted to use one of them as the blog song
but
the lyrics don't suit my current situation.
I miss those days ...
However, memories will NOT keep me from moving on!
Because ...
I realised that the past and the present is different! =)
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dio: lol wan badan. nvr see u at chalet ! D: !!
TO dio: Sorry luh =X Nxt time ba.
ALL TAGS REPLIED! =D
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Summer test ... Summer test ... SUMMER TEST!
GOSH!
Just a few more days. I'm getting stressed up now X.X
Wanted to go to my friend's chalet today. However, I will not have enough time to revise!
I guess I will not sacrifice my revision time for the chalet. The opportunity cost of going to the chalet is higher! XD
Sorry girls =X
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aaron: hey..have u like gone mad...lol
TO aaron: LOL! NO -.- Some things finally struck my mind. And I'm feeling good now. Really.
fasha: haha, no y're not an emo person. but everyone gotta cheer up, including you! & i was bloghopping, thts when i found yr blog here smile winston, cause i like it that way!
TO fasha: HELLO! ICIC. And thanks! I will fasha. I definitely will! =D Thanks!
su: Hahahaha. I want to talk to you leh! Ala you not helping me sia! ):
TO su: LOL. okok. I will call you soon.
Ben_z: grammer very bad. haiz. cheer up man XD
TO Ben_z: Lol. 2 errors. Though its bad but it's not really very bad. haha. Thanks btw! =D
ALL TAGS REPLIED! =D
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
I suppose I am feeling numb.
I guess I shall not bother any more.
I shall keep my hands off.
I really dislike this feeling. On and off.
It's just like you are heading to an unknown direction
with some hope appearing at some point of time.
I really don't know if they are false hopes
It doesn't seem like false hopes to me.
But I'm really uncertain too.
All I can say is that the hopes are getting dimmer.
Therefore I guess I shall just stop everything.
Hard, but I shall try.
Unless, I see some shed light SOON.
I'm sorry that these few posts have been really down.
This is the place where I can really express my feelings when I'm feeling sad.
Therefore, just like what I have said for the past posts, people might think that I'm an emo person.
But let me tell you, I AM NOT! XD
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serene: awww, so shweet. thanks for the post dedication!
TO serene: HAHA! Welcome! =DD
hsin lei: HAHA FISHERMAN PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, never come ytd. sister martin so emo lo.
TO hsin lei: Hello! =D I'm not free. N I noe! haha.
su: WHAT CHARGE ME. Punch you upside down kay? (: I RAWK PLS.
TO su: You can try. lol. And I see. haha.
dio: wd mysteries?! share eh D:
TO dio: LOL! Cannot. Mystery are not meant to be shared! =D
fasha: come come, link me
TO fasha: Hello! =D LINKED!!!
ALL TAGS REPLIED! =D
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
This post will be for my MEI! =D haha!
Mei, thanks for your concern! I'm fine! =X
Don't get too upset over your sch uniform.
It's not as ugly as you think =D In fact the design is actually quite nice! =D
Just that the colour is a bit dull. That's all =X
Although this post is short, but still, it is specially for you! =D
AND
Her big name is SERENE! ^_^
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Nothing much to post today! =D
Stayed at home the whole day! haha!
Oh well, someone pranked me with lots of missed call yesterday! XD
Luckily I am still awake at that time. haha!
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Ben_z: winston dun so emo la. btw yo ziyue hows u? lol
TO Ben_z: I'm okay! Thanks! =D
su: you die lah! hahahaha. anyway call me today hor. dont forgert!!
TO su: LOL! okok! I will charge for every minute I call u! =P
dio: lol joke windston got mysterie for me ?
TO dio: HAHA! I AM WINSTON!!! LOL LOL! Yea! Mystery for all of you again! =D Take your time to guess! =P
ALL TAGS REPLIED! =D
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Monday, June 15, 2009
Past and Present.
Smile at the past, reject the present?
Accept the present, smile at the past?
Concern? Worried? Hurt?
Hmmm.
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Today, I got to know of a song.
A really nice song recommended by a person
AND
Yes, I will remember you whenever I listen to this song.
I will...
An unexpected question that shocked me
A reply from me that is really true.
I wonder what will happen after this.
Will there be any twist?
Will there be any changes?
Will there be?
I wonder... I really do.
How does that person feels right now?
What is that person thinking?
A whole lot of thoughts and questions within me.
Unsolved but it will be solved. (I hope)
Unanswered but it will be answered. (I wish)
Different possibilities, different outcomes.
What will be the final outcome?
Until that day comes,
they will remain
Uncertain,
Unanswered
AND
Unsolved...
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Number 1 Jokers and Talkers but they are GOOD FOR NOTHING! =P
This is what my friend and I was talking about just now xD This sentence is specially for a particular group of people but I shall not post in details as I shall practice self censorship! =P
Anyway, I just got to know a few things that I didn't know in the past. Things that have changed over days, weeks, months. Be it good or bad, it will still change. Nothing can stop that. Nothing can stop time. Nothing!...
It just depends on how much the change is and whether your loved ones and your friends can accept it. =)
I have friends that change for the better, but there are friends who became bad. Some just get worse. It does hurts whenever I saw that. But what can I do? Sadly, I can't do much.
But I'm glad that the closer one did not change that much and I'm really relieved to know that =D If not, it will be even more hurtful. Much more hurtful X.X
Shall I persist?
Shall I be hopeful?
Shall I ...? Shall I...? Shall I...?
After all, life is really simple. We ourselves create the circumstances that complicate it. Don't you think so? haha.
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Here I am to post the things that happened in the chalet from 29-30 May!!! =D I know it is a bit late though xD
The chalet was really fun!!! I have not seen some of my friends for a few months!!! Was so happy when I saw them there!!! =D
Alright, for the first day I met up with one of my friend (shall not post his/her name due to some reasons) and we met up with Jermaine at TM1 to buy birthday presents for Angel! =D Didn't know what she likes so we decided to buy some soft toys xD Hope she likes it! Was supposed to meet up with Martin too but he helped Angel buy the groceries instead =)
Jermaine's girlfriend, and Eddy joined us after that before going straight to the chalet! It was a two storey "apartment"! Much much bigger than my previous class chalet xD
Was surprised to see Angie and Joey there too! haha! Chatted with both of them! =D LOL. They are still as fun to talk to. Joey, I hope you will be able to recover. I will pray for you.
Later at night, two more girls joined us! They are Xiwen and Cailing! =D They are super funny la! Got some free show for us too! lol. Both of them really liven up the atmosphere there! =D
Shall show you some pictures of them.
Look at the thing around Xiwen's waist! So small and yet she managed to put it around her waist easily!
Amazing isn't it ?!
Cailing did the same thing! haha!
The thing around their waist! SMALL RIGHT?!
Hey hey! Don't try to hide your face!
Believe it or not. She goes crazy over balloon! xD
The girls! =)
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Okay. I shall continue =D
There are quite a number of people there but I shall not post everyone's name! =D I got to know a very friendly girl too! =D Her name is Diona. haha. I can't remember if she came together with Xiwen and Cailing but I know they are classmates! =)
Sadly, I had to leave at the second day of chalet. Hope I didn't miss too much fun after I left! =D The chalet was really enjoyable. Allows me to relax a lot! ^_^
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